December 2009
Dec 31st
I Have Decided
That I am going to hang out with whoever I want to hang out with, regardless of what my normal friends think. I need to see new faces. I can’t surround myself with one small group of people my whole life. I’m going to do what makes me happy. I’m not going to waste my time with people I can’t depend on. I’m going to chill with whoever makes me happy and leave behind those who...
Dec 31st
I've been eating (for you)
So, I’m just the medicine You take when you’re sick You get well and that’s it I’m put back on the shelf in your mirror And it isn’t exceptional The course of our fate So, people love and they hate And I guess it’s just our turn to hate Yeah, you were just some song I wrote A poem on a page A sculpture I made out of clay Desire was the flame But now you’re more of a basketball Boys...
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
Why would anyone want to read this...
I spend way too much time thinking when i should be sleeping. I’d like to join Amy in her little oovoo video chat thing, but i feel like I’m an outsider in some asian club thing…so I’m not gonna join. I think if my Montvale friends don’t download oovoo I’m just gonna delete it, I can’t see myself using it for any other reasons than to talk to them. I...
Dec 30th
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BOOKS. oh the great Literature.
glocho: Someone please give me a list of must-read books that I need to read before going off to college. Kurt Vonnegut: Sirens of Titan, Mother Night Albert Camus: The Stranger Thoreau: Walden Chekhov: (short stories) About Love, Gooseberries, The Man In A Case They changed the way I look at things (I haven’t finished Walden yet though). Hopefully you’ll read and like them...
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
“It is a way to fight loneliness. Any time I see a person fleeing from reason and...”
–  Kurt Vonnegut
Dec 29th
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god must hate me. I spent 2 hours practically writing a god damn book, and then fire fox crashed. the message said “sorry for your inconvenience” at the end. fuck you fire fox. fuck. you. I seriously can’t believe it’s all gone. Haven’t I had enough bad luck lately? I’m too angry to sleep now.
Dec 29th
Dec 28th
I need to sleep.
When you sleep, No one is homeless. When you sleep, You can’t feel the hunger. When you sleep, No one is lonely in a dream. Without classes, Without nations… When you sleep, She’s standing there with open arms, And one night could last forever, And if you asked her, She’d never let go, And you’d stay forever… And the sun’s always rising In the...
Dec 28th
“Say what you will about the sweet miracle of unquestioning faith, I consider a...”
– Kurt Vonnegut Mother Night
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
Amy (Dakyoung?) Kim
Its 2:50 am as I’m writing this. I’ve have 17 cans of Pepsi in the past 5 hours and I woke up at 2 pm, so their is no way I am gonna sleep tonight. I have been on xbox since midnight, and the only people left on are Chris Visconi and Kyle Folkers. Kyle hasn’t said a word in over an hour- me and Chris think he is asleep. I’m not actually playing Xbox im just talking to...
Dec 28th